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Name: Roland
Country: Botswana
State: Hell's Freezer
Birthday: 7/29/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: Blues, Bikes, Bar-B-Ques, Broads and Brews.
Yeehhaa, the city-slicker-country-boy that loves all that is good and true. The living contradiction that can't seem to be understood. Has a soft spot in his heart for opinionated women and a sweet tooth for passionate ones. And just to let you know, passion has nothing to do with sex. And never forgets the magnificant uselessness of a womans face? Argument and controversy is welcomed like the sweet rain, drama and confusion is hated like the desert sun. Granted, all has its time and place. Enjoys getting lost only to find himself in the journey. Adventure and exploration are common and most necesary aspects of everyday life. Gets bored quickly if not challenged and presented with fresh atmosphere, so is always moving. Without family, there would be nothing, but without friends, nothing would seem good. And most important, never will any of you fully understand this oddity that has come to be known as me.
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Nonprofit
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Member Since:
2/18/2004
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| Happy Father's Day! Well, I guess it is a little late, but you know what I mean. I hope it you all had a good one.
I went paintballing for the first time. My brother is like Professional
Paintball player now, so he took me out to the field to give it try. I
really am against this combat-training sport, but once I got out there,
it was honestly pretty fun. It deffinitely sparked those survival-mode
insticts, so it was a rush. I handled learning paintball just like I
handle learning anything new... dive right in, go big or go home, so I
went for it. I was diving and jumping and rolling like some kind of
crazy man. Luckily for me, most of the people out there are kind of out
of shape and not really "athletic" so I at least had that, even though
I could shoot the broad side of a barn with that stupid paintball gun.
One round, I even got my brother out! So, all in all, it was a good
time.
My family is mostly made up of men. I have like 8 uncles and 2 aunts,
like 10 guy cousins and 1 girl cousin. So needless to say, Father's Day
is always an "important" day in my family. There is always one person
making big plans for the family the conflict with someone elses and all
this stuff. Lots of confusion. It always works out ok though, including
this year. My bro and I got out dad this card that makes a "toilet
flushing" sound when you open it. It was awesome.
So I still don't have a job... well I do, but it is with my uncle and
it doesn't really count. So guess what I am going to do today... if you
said chase girls and go surfing, you were correct. Well, I don't
actually chase girls, they kind of chase me, but you know what I mean.
I think that I will probably do that all week. Sounds good to me.
Peace
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| So I have decided to just let my summer take it's course. That is what
I usually do, but this summer I really wanted to do something
productive and adult. Well, as I continue to learn, things will go
their own way if you like it or not, so I learn just to hang on and
enjoy the ride. Besides, I am still just kid. I don't need to do all
that grown up stuff anyway right? A kid with a sweet truck!
So this new approach is rather nice. I got up and drove to the beach a
caught the early swell. It was NICE. Good sets today. The waves
were not big, but they were well formed. That's how I like my waves and
my breasts. It was beautiful at the beach today too. A little over cast
at first, but it is always like that, but by 1pm it burned off and it
was nice. Alittle windy, but Pismo is always windy.
So that is pretty much my day. I just surfed all day. I came home and
played the guitar, worked on my websites and stuff like that, but
nothing to much. I am officially in the Atascadero Mozy Mood. All I do
is Mozy around. It's cool though. It sure beats doing all kinds of
busy, hury, faster, NOW stuff. Just kicking back and relaxing.
Tomorrow I going Paintballing with my brother. Paintball is totally against all my principles, but I'll do it just for him.
I don't think I will end up moving down to Santa Barbara. That just takes too much effort. I will just go down there to party.
I need to buy a dirtbike with the other money that I don't have. That is now my new mission.
Cassie and I are on and off. I really can't figure her out. I don't
think she can figure her out. I don't think she wants to be figured
out...
Peace
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| The Lakers SUCK!! Well not really, but it sucks that they lost. I didn't even finish the game I was so disgusted with their performance. Oh well.
The beach was kind of crappy yesterday. The marine layer settled in and didn't go anywhere all day. The surf sucked too, sets where all weird and coming in really fast. Oh well. I will go again today. I need a website or something to chech that stuff. hmmm?
So I am totally all over the place. I finally feel like my summer is getting going. I have my motorcycle that I ride everywhere and is so much fun, surfing all the time, oh wait, that reminds me... The beach sucked yesterday, but it was saved because I met this chick from Italy there. Awesome. She is a foreign exchange student from Venice. We chatted it up and she told me about Florence and stuff. It was really cool. I really want to meet more people from Italy before I go.
Anyways, I wish I was going to the lake more, but I guess you can't have it all... yeah you can what am I talking about. I think I will call Steve...
So I bought a TRUCK! Hell yeah! 2002 Ford Ranger that I don't know how I am going to pay for yet. I still don't have a job. Apparently I have pretty good credit though, so they financed me. I just have to give them one of my body parts every month for the next... forever. It is so awesome though.
So I have a bunch of pictures from the lake that I plan on posting here, but I can't remember how in the hell I posted the other ones!? So I will try and figure that out and post those.
Peace
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| The weather is typical Cali. Chilli and partly cloudy in the morning, that burns off by 9 or 10 o'clock then it is 90 degrees and sunny with 2% humidity and a light breeze coming from the west. That is what it is just about every day. In late July and August it will warm up to 100 in some places and some days it is a little cooler like 80 or something. It is kind of boring I guess. Memorial Day was absolutely awesome. We usually camp on the lake shore. That is crazy. There are so many fights and theft and drinking and partying and crazy stuff. It is Crazy Go Nuts Fun. It is hard and dangerous though. Everyone is drunk and if your not careful your stuff will get stolen or you will your ass kicked or arrested by the rangers for something you did or didn't do. There is nothing like camping on the lake. We always go in big groups and always watch out for each other so nothing to bad has ever happened to my group of friends, but some awful shit has happened to the people around us.
Anyway, this year we decided to avoid all that drama and just go to our buddies cabin on the lake. It is just a little cabin with a deck a hammick and nice view. It was such a nice time.
I am still working on the moving thing. I should know by this weekend. I will probably work with my uncle at the business that he is starting. I told about that right? Well, I will do that and work with my buddy at a Puma store. Then maybe a Juice Bar too. Just little cool jobs that will give me money for food, gas and surfing. That's all. I have decided that I am useless for now and I am just going to go with it. It is kind of like that Gorillaz song. Have you heard of them. Check it out, it is Clint Eastwood by Gorillaz. That is kind of why I have been in a bit of a bad mood. I just really wanted a good job summer and do something related to engineering and put all that bullshit I got in school to some kind of use. So I was just really bummed about it. It sounds kind of lame, but I just really had my heart set on it. Damn Engineering. What are you going do though?
So I am listening to this really sad music right now, and I think that I am over it.
Peace
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| Well, I don't know what I am going to do with this summer. I have two jobs lined up and a place to stay down south in Santa Barbara which is all cool. I really think that I could have a good time and make some money. Plenty of surfing and hopefully some dirtbike riding. So what's the problem right? Of course my mom doesn't want me to move two hours south of her for the summer. She totally laid this guilt trip on me when I told her my idea. What the heck. So now I will feel bad if I do move down there and I am considering just staying in Atascadero.
Atascadero.... that is a story in itself. If I stay here, I could only imagine heat, hard-work, and heart-break. Those are about the only things I get in A-Town. As a matter of fact, all three of those started yesterday.
I think I need to go to Santa Barbara.
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